to be honest.. i hate my life now.. everything's like a mess.. im so lost.. i duno wher im heading.. im just following the crowd.. which i duno if tts the way that i want to be in..
sometimes i dun even noe which is the real me..
the always on high mode girl.. who does alot of crazy stuff.. the one who always talk so loud.. telling the lame shits and laugh it off herself..
or the quiet one who kips thinkin about stuff that no one bother.. who is always worried about this and that.. who feels insecured about everything cos everything changes so fast without anyone knowing.. who feels life is so fragile.. so short.. that we should do things like.. but still got on the route like everybody else to have a profitable job...
i dun understand myself.. no one understands me.. or no one has the time to wan to understand me.. or some assume that if i ve gt sth to tell i will... all i need.. is one who really care.. or at least i can feel that he or she is... but in this time where pple will only care about themselves.. who will do tt...
