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Saturday, August 25

4:02 AM

it feels so nicee to be stayin at hm when its raining outside..

so cooling..

makes me feel so slpy..

however.. another part of me wants to be outside with him...

i guess im nt gg to mit him tis wk again.. =(

Thursday, August 23

9:31 AM

its a happy feeling to be able to know tt some of ur fren's life is getting on so well.. im so envious of dem..

9:03 AM

OMG OMG!!

i cant understand wat the prof is lecturin abt!!

its so chim...

n plus the fact tt the ppt was WITHOUT any design..

simply black & white..

i was having headache larr!!

STRESSSS~

- only if she was my mother-in-law... -

Tuesday, August 21

10:23 PM

2nd day in sch.. well.. nt much to sae.. feelin kinda sian at the moment.. slacking at ps mac... missing dear lots!! wonder when can i mit him.. hai

im missing jen & pp too.. had a call frm pp last nite.. he promised to call to check out if im still coughin.. n he rmb to call.. ha sorta touched.. long time no talk.. glad tt he's doin well in ns.. gotta mit up with him n gal soon.. yepp n jen.. mitin him for sushi nxt wk.. ha.. haven even cfm with him yet..

sian ar!! so slpy bt cant slp... lesson will end at 645.. ve gt to do hmwk for tml lessons too.. sumre i ve 830 cls tml n im endin at 645 too.. =(

i seriously need a hug now!

Saturday, August 18

10:42 AM

timetable's out.. shiok! 3 days wk.. 5 modules thou.. xiong!!

Friday, August 17

8:45 AM

again..

its me..

who feel so down just because of perhaps a sentence someone so dear to me said...

i dun understand...

Friday, August 10

5:50 AM

im feelin so shitty now..
sometimes i jus wish tt im all alone

fuck

Wednesday, August 8

5:43 AM

i was sick for few days.. sore throat.. cough.. running nose.. fever.. all came at once.. it was viral infection.. dr asked if ive been contact with any sick pple recently.. (mind flashes teoxu & cheng) i mumbled.. no.. mom was dere.. i cant possibly said yes.. im sure she will go on n go on after tt.. urghh

i jus dun like to be sick.. felt so weak.. my head's so heavy that i cant get up frm bed.. so restricted to do things tt i like to do.. cant talk properly.. when ive gt sore throat.. cant eat my fav food.. like seafood.. n i ve to stay at hm.. totally not in the condition to even step out of my rm lar..

i dun wanna get sick anymore!!!

bt wat touches me most was the duck porridge sent by dear.. heh

jus watched the 7pm chan 8 show.. heard one of the saying.. "对别人仁慈, 就是对自己残忍"it sounded so true i tink.. but still i will do the former la.. hah most of my frens said that im too compromising.. duno when to reject pple.. tts one thing ive gt to learn now.. seriously.. n u guys ve to help me kk.. =)

- the perfect combo for anything & everything.. *wink -

Friday, August 3

2:49 AM

i had an international grp for the camp.. we've gt a german (not bad looking tall dude).. 2 indians.. 1 laos pretty girl.. 2 china... n the rest of us singaporeans.. in total 15 of us.. ftb camp was alrite.. din really expect much of it.. esp b4 tt u heard pple frm the previous runs telling us it sucks.. anw.. i felt im being force to the camp.. when u r being force.. u cant have fun.. can u??

altho the progs tt lined up for us sucks.. friendships r still being made.. peeps if u r reading my blog.. jus wanna sae a big thx cos u al ve made tis camp more enjoyable for me.. i wonder wat will it be to ve bimbos n big canons in my grp.. it will be disastrous..

as usual.. im all beat returnin frm camp.. in addition ive bruises n cuts on my legs n hands.. worse.. ive gt rashes on my right arm.. n its itches so much.. they looks like dose small small mosquito bites.. bot calamine lotion to apply.. hope it heal asap n wun spread.. =(

i hate being a female at times.. cos at certain times of the month.. u will experience mood swings.. i hate it when i noe its mood swings n i still cant prevent myself frm having tt kinda feeling.. tt moody feeling.. tt tink-tt-im-the-lousiest-person feeling.. fuck it.. seriously.. i wanna be a guy in my nxt life it it permits..

- jus wanna dance n drink all night.. -