been busy planning my 21st birthday..
so that's how it shld b ya..
21st to be planned all by myself!!
(i hate it!)
so many stuff to organize..
afraid im nt be able to host well..
still i want sth diff frm the rest of my birthdays..
n imptly its only a month away!!!
haiz
was chatting with cy..
some random thoughts jus came up to me..
life's so short..
may we shld jus enjoy!!
cause u will never noe wat will happen next..
maybe the person u trust will betray u the very next sec..
even the toughest relationship will fail..
(the case of my cousin)
i used to tihnk long serious relationships are great..
now i feel otherwise..
my faith for it..
totally affected..
on the other hand..
flings may be gd..
to noe more people..
or find the best for you..
ultimately..
you get marry..
n bound to encounter such problems..
so y not enjoy while we can rite..
well.. i duno.. i jus dun feel gd now..
FUCK!!
this sucky feeling is coming back again
it feels so tight in my heart..
like suffocating..
urgh!
can anyone drive me for SUPPER.. pleaseee???
