im gonna leave this blog.. remove me from your list if im on it.. =)
Saturday, March 7
12:07 PM
life's been good lately.. sch assignments & projects are moderate.. yep.. was surprised when some friends still keep up with my blog.. cos i feel that my blog seems so non-existent already.. thanks for all concern.. ive been fine alr.. altho im still as confused as before.. keep thinking.. and figure out matters.. im sure im on the way to the light.. ha..
im confused about my personality.. i feel that im a person that always go with the flow.. just as long as there won't be any conflict involved.. a risk adverse person.. always concern about how others will judge me based on how i behave or communicate.. & that's why i rather not talk at all sometimes.. afraid that others will be judgemental on my opinions.. sounds stupid.. but im like that.. & that's perhaps thats how i look at others? it's a 2 way thing.. i guess.. also.. i feel i dun make enough effort in my life.. i dun have a real ambition.. can say that.. i live for the sake of living at times.. i know i want this i want that.. but i cant see myself in making the steps to achieve it.. i feel inferior.. keep thinking that i won't be achieving much in my life.. sigh..
it's hard to control when all these personalities have been in me since so long ago.. to change them i need time.. & its tough i must say.. i hate the way i am just to think about it.. all i can do is to keep reminding.. to keep changing.. to the way i want myself to be.. but what if i get tired of changing sometimes......
♥ RENA .
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RENA
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