sad.. anger.. jealousy.. fear..
i do not deny im doin that too.. but why are we doing these?
do we really want to vent these feelings in our blog to make us feel much better?
or letting people who are concerned to know how bad our lives are?
or trying to find a mean... a subtle way.. an indirect path.. to allow the targeted person to know how we really feel?
if tis is the case.. y cant we express it to the person face-to-face?
its hard.. terribly hard..
for me at least..
im the kind who will go silent if i faces dese unwanted feelings..
but im trying hard..
to try to show my emotions..
im trying hard to be 'bad'.....
im not jealous or what so ever.
im jus sad that my good friend cant be with the love of his life.
yep.
hope he could sort out his thoughts real soon as the longer he drags the more people he may hurt.
=)
for me.
things are getting better.
finally understand the effect he has on me.
~used to hate it when he dun spoil me much.
now i love the independence that i possessed.
~used to hate it when he hardly sms me.
now i enjoy the freedom i have.
~used to hate it when he talks so little.
but once he speaks of sth sweet.
i feel so touched cos i know he meant it.
now he is genting.
i miss him.
but not that kind of "superly-missed-him-till-i-wanna-die" kind
cos he 'train' me well.
=)
arghhh!!!
game theory quiz.
one more day.
jiayou!
i dun wan my tarot reading to be true.
