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♥ PAST .
take a walk down the alley of yesterday

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Monday, March 31
6:42 AM

thx for calling.. miss old times.. =) maybe we cld go bintan soon *wink


Thursday, March 27
9:33 PM

I STILL..
who are you now
are you still the same or did you change somehow
what do you do
at this very moment when i think of you
and when i'm looking back
how we were young and stupid
do you remember now
no matter how i fight it
can't deny it
just can't let you go
i still need you
i still care about you
though everything's been said and done
i still feel you like i'm right beside you
there's still no perfect you
now look and then
still i'm moving on, i refuse to see
that i keep coming back
and i'm stuck in the moment
and won't turn back to lie
i've tried to fight it
can't deny it
you don't even know that
i still need you
i still care about you
though everythings been said and done
i still feel you like i'm right beside you
there's still no perfect you
i wish i could find you
just like you found me that i...will never let you go
though everything's been said and done
i still feel you
like i'm right beside you
there's still no perfect you

- weird dreams kept haunting me lately.. maybe dreams are really how i felt.. -


Sunday, March 23
7:10 AM

i noe i shldnt be feeling this way.. it has got nth to do with me at all.. i shldnt be concerned with it.. yet i dun feel good!! fuck! after reading it simply makes me feel worse.. can someone make me feel any better....


Thursday, March 20
9:33 AM

cant deny i felt so happy when she told me that they didnt like her.. but i hate myself for being this way.. cos in any way the matter is already over.. did and done.. i dun wan myself to feel anything about it anymore... cos whenever someone brings this up.. i cant help my heart frm aching.. not cos im sad tt it happened... but sad for myself feeling this way..

to be honest.. i hate my life now.. everything's like a mess.. im so lost.. i duno wher im heading.. im just following the crowd.. which i duno if tts the way that i want to be in..

sometimes i dun even noe which is the real me..

the always on high mode girl.. who does alot of crazy stuff.. the one who always talk so loud.. telling the lame shits and laugh it off herself..

or the quiet one who kips thinkin about stuff that no one bother.. who is always worried about this and that.. who feels insecured about everything cos everything changes so fast without anyone knowing.. who feels life is so fragile.. so short.. that we should do things like.. but still got on the route like everybody else to have a profitable job...

i dun understand myself.. no one understands me.. or no one has the time to wan to understand me.. or some assume that if i ve gt sth to tell i will... all i need.. is one who really care.. or at least i can feel that he or she is... but in this time where pple will only care about themselves.. who will do tt...


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RENA
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cheng cheng
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joy
meihui
peiqi
sinli
esther

♥ WISH LIST.
i want to fulfil them all.

- happy always!!
- driving license by 22nd birthday
- jlpt 2
- track shoes
- wallet
- watch
- nike small red/green waterbottle
- bucket bag
- belts
- jacket/sweater
- shorts
- t-shirts
- white jeans