feel so affected after what my mom has told me.. her eyes brimmed with tears as she was telling me.. my cousin who is married less than a year may be getting a divorce.. shocking news..
how can a couple who is together for 7 years, just married to each other.. seems so blissful then.. turn out to be like that?
is living together so different from being together?
he said he cant stand her being so inconsiderate.. not able to help out the housework..
she said he is having an affair outside..
who should we believe?
perhaps both parties are at fault..
so will the relationship end just like that??
at this moment.. i cant help but think that everything could change after marriage.. marriage is not the ultimate goal of a relationship.. not like what fairytales have shown us.. princess n prince in their beautiful white gown and charming suit waving good byes to people wishing well for them and the show will end with 'and they live happily ever after..' after all its just to deceive kids..
i began to think that.. maybe its just good just to be with each other and not get married.. stay simple.. minimize the hassle.. i don't know.. but after witnessing so many divorces in my family.. in fact all of the ladies in my maternal side are divorcees.. and even being together for 7 years could lead to a divorce less than 1 year after married..
i lose faith in marriages..
im stressed!! less than 2 wks to first paper n i havent start studying yet.. still stuck with project.. urgh!! but den.. looks like im enjoying tis now.. hmmmm... haha cos...
my boy is backkkk!!!
lallalalllalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa
bgs presentation had almost killed me.. including all the individual assignments and stats mid term test.. haiz.. i felt so depressed for my mid term test.. its the first time i walked out the hall & felt so bad about the paper i took..
furthermore i had to rush back to proj room to continue with my bgs proj.. was so fed-up with my grp mates.. plus the depression of my test and also that my boy nv sms for about a wk cos he is in thai.. i really broke down.. try to hold back my tears.. even when i was alone in the toilet cubicle.. but i really lost the control of my tears when hui came out looking so concerned about me..
well.. crying out really made me felt lots better.. but im not feeling gd still.. it sucks when you have so much sch stuff to handle and still encounter relationship problem.. sometimes i really felt so terribly alone.. even if i know some friends are out there for me.. but in my heart.. i just need that special one..
-should i continue to be persistent? or should i simply give up?? -
