jus read anne's blog.. ive been in her situation before.. it feels as if it was yesterday to me.. it's glad tt ive come out of it n she will too one day i believe.. although scars will still hurt every now & then.. it's nearing to mid term now.. ive gt so many assignment due in few weeks time.. keep having projs meetings which sometimes I feel we arent productive at all.. i was qt demoralized by the fact tt we have put in so much effort into the minor proj.. n the result sucks! not particularly in school stuff.. in part & parcel of life.. i hate this kind of feeling.. putting so much effort into accomplishing something.. in hoping that it will turn out right or the way you want it.. the end isnt what you've expected.. it's not tt i didn't bother about doing that thing.. ive put in hardwork.. spending time.. putting hope on the person will come to appreciate it.. n it always turns out the other way round.. always.. perhaps i've high expectation on myself & also putting the same type of expectation to people around me.. when they cant fulfill my expectations.. i become disappointed.. i become miserable.. n it all started from no one but me alone.. how irony.. so now.. only myself is able to solve this problem of mine.. if u all dun understand the above its okay.. jus treat it as some rumbling of my frustrations.. yepp.. i hope soon i will able to clear this out.. in the mean time.. studies is first in my to-do list.. the rest comes after.. - so near yet so far -
