Buddy.. U're the Greatest!! so touched when u came down after work with such a BIG umbrella, fetch me from sch n we go for dinner.. catch-up with each other for qt awhile.. well.. what i've to say is.. all needs time to heal.. =) 
fri.. met up with you again.. this time went clarke quay.. all time fav spot for out chit chat!! it's been 2-3 years since we last sat there to talk.. rmb you asked me to help u buy cigarettes & alcohol.. we were so young then.. haha.. i simply love the view of clarke quay n it is so windy.. the funny thing is that my slipper dropped to the singapore river cos i accidentaly kicked on the stairs when i wanted to sit.. haha.. so embarrassed when everybody around you looking at your slipper floating away.. lucky it floated near to the bank & thx buddy for pickin it back for me.. i know its dangerous walking along the stairs to fetch it back.. =) through the conversation.. i realised u've really matured.. i really felt tt.. not through the thoughts n feelings u tld me.. but also some of ur behaviour.. im sure ur rlsp with angeline really taught u alot.. compare to u.. i felt lousy.. esp when you tld me abt ur views on my past rlsps.. was surprise when u suddenly tld me you felt for me when im dun feel gd.. tts wat buddies are for rite.. =) 
then.. its ALOYSIUS birthday.. its his 25th bdae.. old uncle.. but act like he is 20.. -.- haha a humourous guy i knew during ELW cls.. who will only talk about.. sex & shit.. haha.. but days without him will be boring.. 
supper!! this time with huimin n alex.. haha was initially in sch studying.. then we WALKED to marina square for supper.. gd exercise.. haha i think i was really starved that day.. i was so lame that alex cant stand me.. haha.. see tt huge mango ice below?? we managed to conquer that all!! =)
chanced upon my past pics.. i realised i do miss my long hair.. n stupid actions.. haha my buddy said i used to be very happy... '' where has that rena gone to??'' i jus smiled.. =)
i didn't smoke!! haha
beautiful chocolate bouquet!!
pics from SMUBASH!!
yasif.. i wil definitely miss u around in sch..
the green & the west-ers..
haha look at ben's face (the most right guy).. so tired look.. haha
jus read anne's blog.. ive been in her situation before.. it feels as if it was yesterday to me.. it's glad tt ive come out of it n she will too one day i believe.. although scars will still hurt every now & then.. it's nearing to mid term now.. ive gt so many assignment due in few weeks time.. keep having projs meetings which sometimes I feel we arent productive at all.. i was qt demoralized by the fact tt we have put in so much effort into the minor proj.. n the result sucks! not particularly in school stuff.. in part & parcel of life.. i hate this kind of feeling.. putting so much effort into accomplishing something.. in hoping that it will turn out right or the way you want it.. the end isnt what you've expected.. it's not tt i didn't bother about doing that thing.. ive put in hardwork.. spending time.. putting hope on the person will come to appreciate it.. n it always turns out the other way round.. always.. perhaps i've high expectation on myself & also putting the same type of expectation to people around me.. when they cant fulfill my expectations.. i become disappointed.. i become miserable.. n it all started from no one but me alone.. how irony.. so now.. only myself is able to solve this problem of mine.. if u all dun understand the above its okay.. jus treat it as some rumbling of my frustrations.. yepp.. i hope soon i will able to clear this out.. in the mean time.. studies is first in my to-do list.. the rest comes after.. - so near yet so far -
IM SOOO STRESSSSS!!! haha.. to tink i can still laugh..
can u believe staying in school till midnight to rush proj?? yes i jus did it yst.. wow!! so hardworkin.. arent i? hah
now i realise that 24 hrs is not enuf for me.. i practically have no time to slp at all... my eyes are horrible now.. =( i m a genuine panda!!
despite all dose stress sch stuff.. i still will find time for myself n frens..
i love fridays when i can have movie n late night supper with my np camp frens.. anne.audrey.zhou.kenneth.iggy.teoxu.bugger.. i want more of this!!
ive also jus went for a meat buffet at sixth avenue with zhou.kenneth.raine (if i din spell wrongly).. i was so full that i almost vomit during the cab ride hm.. haha.. the meat was splendid.. esp the beef.. omg!! i wan to go dere again.. bt.. mus wait till i gt $$$.. haha nt tt cheap thou..
we have a SMU FRESHMAN BASH @ MOS on the 30 Aug too!! qt a huge crowd.. however.. the music sucks!! haha rnb section nt opened sumore.. was so not high tt day lar!!
my da lan cong bdae coming~~ woohoo!! he's nt excited as im leh.. looks like im the one havin bdae.. haha.. cant wait to par tor on friday too.. hehe
i jus want to njoy tis wkend b4 i start stressing on sch stuff again.. =)
-pictures later... -
lill merissa soooo small.. i was so afraid tt i might hurt her if i carry her.. was so surprise tt rey will want to carry her.. sure he gt tt fatherly feel den.. was attracted to him eh.. hehe
i can only say that i felt so touched in the ward tt i wanted to have a baby of my own den.. hah..
